Lego Star Wars!!!

Just wanted to write a quick note about my new 2nd job: Playing Lego Star Wars (and Lego Batman) with Owen has become a daily activity. Some days it is the thing I look forward to most and helps get me through the day. Not because the game is that fun, but because Owen and I set aside the Daddy and son role (disciplining, cuddling, teaching, etc) and we are just 2 best pals playing a game. I will cherish that time forever. I get to see another side of Owen and he is a really sweet best pal. Though a bit inpatient :-)

CD release show...

Was last night and by all accounts a success. We arrived in the limo bus, we had good attendance, the wives were all there, should have been fun. And it was, but I was feeling a little distant and somewhere else. Just not feeling it. Partly because it was pretty stressful for me to set it up and then keep dealing with Tom's little breakdowns. He has been difficult lately. Also Partly for reasons I really cant explain. I dont know why but I feel like it is probably close to and end.

Fall is Passing

Where did the summer go? It flew by. And Fall is almost over now. I loved coaching soccer this fall. Here is my team on their last game after party. All of the kids were awesome, Owen on the other hand had trouble I think sharing his dad.

I am also getting closer to OK with the idea of bringing another little one into the world. I think i need my head examined...

Staring winter and the holiday season in the face. Wondering how hard it will be. Marcy will be so starkly absent, it will be very hard. I hope we can find some peace and comfort in knowing she is still with us.